i have so much i wish to say in response to both myself and all of you who left such kind comments on my last post. i still struggle and muddle and weep at all of this. i think i will spend a lifetime getting to know myself. and learning how to help myself.

but since [...]

i haven’t been writing much. i could make up an excuse. (i’m good at excuses.) but i think the real reason is i’m afraid that if i write anything, i will write everything. there are some things (moments, ideas, enlightenment) that i keep to myself because they are sacred. and there are some that i [...]